it hurts like
a never-ending sigh
seized my lungs
the way your hand held my heart
more carelessly than gently
and the way my heart held on
to every unequal compromise
until we both let go
confused by the chasm between us
and the air i breathe
ignites
i have a soft spot for angels
they never came for me in my darkest nights
but i still dream of them in the daylight
noble and fair creatures who defend ugliness